Waking in the middle of the night thinking of you...what exactly happen to me i am not like me anymore.I wan to return to the past that no trouble at all...1more hour and i can go out i wanna go out i dont wanna stay at home i am so trouble... who can share my sorrow with me? It's too hurtful... Maybe it's alright... There's alot more... Shall continue again tonight...

(To be continue)